A little more than 2 weeks ago, I was informed by OC that i was to be attached to 20th FDC as an auxiliary instructor. At that point in time, I did not have any expectations of the course and its trainees.

Today, I find myself constantly reminded of an instructor's responsibility in shaping one's character as peers reminisced about their past experiences. Indirectly, my actions would affect how the trainees turned out to be after passing out. More importantly, the impression that i had left imprinted on them as my eventual subordinates would impact me be it for the better or for the worse.

I overheard an incident today which happened quite a while ago. It certainly shocked me. The length of which one could go to just to demand respect from others was inconceivable. Often, the upbringing of a person is the main cause of any mistakes he/she may make since he/she may have been led to believe that it was right to do so.

As an instructor myself, i realise the magnitude of my actions on the trainees themselves and will not condone any erroneous acts as a result of any irresponsibility. As i continue chipping away to perfect the sculpture beneath me, i can only pray that it will not turn out as a grotesque imitation of the dark side within myself.