ok so its been a month since i stopped work and i think its a pretty good thing too, though there is no income and the days can drag on whilst looking for something to occupy your time.
Its May already~! with pumpfest beckoning, i start to feel slightly jittery about reliving the competitive spirit - how i would fare this time and all. But i dont have much expectations to be frank, this time is merely a gauge for myself, whether i should pursue it once again during my uni days. On a more sombre note, i actually regret not training regularly while i was still serving ns, the time which i had spent on other purposes on my off days could actually be put to good use on the rock wall.
To be honest, i believe that it is during this long transition period or break that we should pick up new, useful skills or invest the time in some other meaningful experience. There will be no more such long break till graduation and try as i might, there is absolutely no way to make up for lost time. and so it seems that after graduation all efforts would be centred around the workforce.
Lingering regret.
